Was he remembering his family? Indian sex I didn’t want to make you feel like crap or anything. Jeff: I know but we can still fool around 😉
(Urge to kill…rising)
Kayla: No! I’m boned no matter which way I chose so…might as well bite the bullet:
“You didn’t have sex with Craig. My attention zipped to it and I felt my legs go hollow. Where were my hands? Not just about turning her down but because everything I did seem to be tainted with my ‘no’, as if I had said it because I was repulsed by her. You tell me you love me, you fuck me, and then tell me it meant nothing. What else could I fuck up today? What happened with Coach Walburn. Another half-hour of motionlessness passed with me trying to sort out my thoughts. Especially about that? And if my entire life flashed before my eyes, would I get only the good stuff? Craig sounded like he was about to cry. She looked up. Soft…Nice…
My brain was slowly waking up and connections were being made in my brain. “I don’t like talking with him but sometimes if I respond he’ll leave me alone for a few days. The vibrations made my legs shake, drumming my feet against the ground as my head fell backwards.
