-“I can feel your pulse, this is so nice. I went straight to the bathroom and jumped in the shower, washing up fast and then grooming myself a bit in the mirror before going back to my room to get dressed. Indian sex -“I think you are squeezing me in to tight, you have to relax your muscles. I didn’t know they were going to get so stiff mom, you know how shy I am, why you have to say it so loud and embarrass me here?” As I said that she looked behind her at the man who overheard the conversation and was now leering at me rudely. She said all this without even looking at me, but I didn’t want to ask why, I kind of realized that she was still blaming me for my earlier “display” . Another one was going to follow but was stopped by the sharp slap that he administered on my now pink butt because I had not continued with the story. I picked a pair of white sandals and finished doing my hair just in time for my mom to urge me out of my room again and into the car. I had learned to live with that and just ignore it. Inch by inch it was being forced in me and I was hunched over
